Chapter 1536
It will be fine. (1)
Yoon Jong had never imagined it. He couldnât believe such words would come out of Chung Myungâs mouth.
Despite having his collar grabbed, Chung Myung didnât show a hint of anger or even a trace of heat. This calm demeanor only made Yoon Jong tremble more violently.
âHow can you be like this? You know exactly why Sasuk had to do it!â
At that moment, Chung Myung grabbed Yoon Jongâs wrist.
âLet go.â
âYouâŠâ
âI said let go.â
Yoon Jong, glaring at Chung Myung, finally released his grip.
ââŠIâm sorry.â
He took a step back, realizing too late that he had done something he shouldnât have out of agitation he felt.
Of course, he still couldnât accept it.
But it was clear that getting into a fight with Chung Myung in this heated state wouldnât improve the situation.
Yoon Jong sighed.
âI justâŠâ
âI know.â
But before he could finish, Chung Myungâs voice, tinged with a mocking laugh, interrupted him.
âYes, I know why he did it.â
ââŠâ
âSo? What exactly do you think someone who knows should do?â
Yoon Jongâs eyes flickered once more.
âShould I thank him and spend my life bowing down to the ground? Or perhaps stick by his side forever and fight in his place?â
âThisâŠ!â
His momentarily subdued anger surged back. But as soon as he met Chung Myungâs eyes again, a chilling calm washed over his heart. Confronted with Chung Myungâs indifferent gaze devoid of emotion, Yoon Jong felt his resolve weaken involuntarily.
Yes, Chung Myung was right.
Chung Myung had never asked Baek Cheon to save him. It was Baek Cheonâs own choice to risk everything for Chung Myungâs sake.
Knowing all this, it wasnât fair for Yoon Jong to burden Chung Myung with guilt or demand solutions from him.
Furthermore, itâs an act that even disregards Baek Cheon. Baek Cheon wouldnât ever seek compensation, and Chung Myung wouldnât want to feel indebted.
If Baek Cheon knew about this, he might not want to see Yoon Jong ever again.
But that doesnât mean itâs easy to give up.
âI understand that you canât fix Sasukâs condition⊠Fine.â
Yoon Jongâs voice flowed emotionlessly from his lips. It was a blunt and dry tone.
Even in a situation where an apology was necessary, he didnât want to. Even if it wasnât fitting for a Taoist.
âBut in that case, we have to at least stop Sasuk.â
âHow so?â
âDonât you understand what I mean?â
Yoon Jongâs face grew even colder.
âWe have to somehow persuade him not to go to the battlefield. If he stands on the battlefield with that personality of his, heâll die. You know that too!â
Chung Myung replied bitterly.
âSo, how do you plan to stop him?â
Yoon Jong faltered for a moment, unable to find words.
There seemed to be no way.
Even after mentioning the possibility of death, Baek Cheon did not waver. If he had been that type of person from the start, he wouldnât have become Vice Sect Leader of Hwasan, nor would everyone have followed him.
What other options remained?
Should he vent his frustration, knowing it wouldnât help at all?
Baek Cheon would rather face Yoon Jongâs anger if he heard such words. However, Baek Cheon is the kind of person who would volunteer to carry baggage in the rear. Yet, if someone else is in danger, he would inevitably intervene.
Thereâs only one option left.
To say that Baek Cheonâs presence on the battlefield endangers others, so he canât accompany them.
â..I canât do it.â
How could such words be said?
Baek Cheon has staked everything to become the Vice Sect Leader of Hwasan. He would willingly continue to do so in the future. How could one speak such cruel words to Sasuk?
It would be more merciful to stab him with a sword and cut him down than to say those words, which would tear apart Baek Cheonâs soul, not just his body.
ââŠI understand the difficulty.â
Still, Yoon Jong persisted with a glimmer of hope and said to Chung Myung.
âBut surely, if it were you, you could come up with some solution. We can helpâŠ.â
âIf it were me?â
At that moment, Chung Myungâs cold voice cut through Yoon Jongâs words.
âSo, are you asking me to say it myself now that youâve become useless? Sahyeong will just stay quietly here and cultivate your Tao, while telling me to do something you couldnât bring yourself to do?â
Yoon Jong flinched.
âNo, I meant⊠another wayâŠâ
âThereâs no other way. Iâve already said it.â
Yoon Jongâs eyes trembled.
âListen carefully. Sasukâs dantian is broken, and heâs not someone you can persuade with ordinary words. There are only two choices. Either leave him to go to the battlefield prepared to risk his life, or prevent him from going there at all, even if it means cutting him down like a sword.â
ââŠâ
âBut itâs clear that you prefer the latter.â
âI⊠IâŠâ
âIf thatâs what Sahyeong desires, Iâll do it. If someone is needed to mistreat people in Sahyeongâs name while putting on a good face, then yes, thatâs what Iâll do.â
âHey!â
Yoon Jong couldnât contain his anger and shouted vehemently. Chung Myung merely smirked lightly in response.
âNo? Then what? Itâs just the same old story. Find a suitable way that can satisfy everyone somehow? Sahyeong canât do it, but I can do it?â
ââŠChung Myung.â
âListen carefully.â
Chung Myung spoke as if chewing his words.
âIâm not a God.â
He asserted firmly in a low voice.
âWhat Sahyeong cannot do, neither can I. So if thereâs something you want to decide, do it yourself. Whether itâs words or a fight.â
Yoon Jongâs face contorted. In a brief moment, his complexion changed several times.
Meanwhile, Chung Myung maintained silence.
After some time had passed, Yoon Jong finally struggled to speak.
ââŠSo, youâre going to let Sasuk go to the battlefield?â
âAre you asking for my opinion?â
âYes.â
âThatâs right.â
Chung Myung replied calmly without hesitation.
âWhy?â
âIt would be better that way.â
âIf youâre going to protect himâŠâ
âI wonât.â
ââŠâ
Chung Myung shook his head.
âIf I protect Sasuk, others will die.â
Emotion drained from Yoon Jongâs face, leaving only a cold moonlight cast upon it.
âSo youâre just going to let Sasuk die?â
ââŠâ
âEven knowing heâs likely to die if sent to the battlefield? Regardless of the outcome?â
âYes.â
Silence fell again. After a moment, Yoon Jongâs lips parted with a short, blunt question.
âWhy?â
ââŠI have already answered. It would be better that way.â
Chung Myung let out a short sigh and spoke again.
âWe could restrain him. Break his legs, cut him down, or if necessary, bind him tightly and throw him deep in a cave. That would stop him.â
ââŠâ
âBut that would truly be killing Sasuk. The person named Baek Cheon I know couldnât bear that. If not a single one of us returns from the battlefield, Sasuk will never forgive himself for the rest of his life. Perhaps he wouldnât even forgive us, who tried to stop him.â
ââŠâ
âSo, if we canât avoid it anyway, itâs better to let him do what he wants. Thatâs what I think.â
After hearing all of this, Yoon Jong asked once more.
âWhy?â
Chung Myung did not respond.
Because he had already given an answer.
But Yoon Jong continued to glare at Chung Myung as if he hadnât heard a response.
Chung Myung let out a short sigh.
âIf my choice doesnât sit well with you, then follow the right choice as Sahyeong sees fit. That should suffice.â
With those words, the conversation ended.
Finally, the expressionless mask that had covered Yoon Jongâs face melted away. For the first time, a hint of cynicism, never before seen in Yoon Jong, appeared.
âInstead of always running over here whining whenever thereâs something difficult to resolve, why donât you speak up?â
ââŠâ
âFine.â
Yoon Jong turned away, and Chung Myung didnât bother to catch him.
The distance between the two grew.
âI understand.â
Yoon Jong paused in his steps and turned to speak. His gaze wandered into the distance.
âMaybe what youâre saying is right.â
Despite the affirmation, his voice carried a hard and distant tone.
âBut I didnât just ask you for a solution. I wasnât seeking for a clear answer on what the right choice is.â
ââŠâ
âMaybe I didnât express myself well⊠I just wanted to talk to you. I wanted to share my concerns for Sasuk with you, even if thereâs no solution.â
Chung Myung watched Yoon Jongâs back without any movement.
âEven if it was meaningless to you.â
Yoon Jong gradually distanced himself.
KiâŠ!
Behind a rock, Baek Ah, who had been watching the two of them the whole time, lowered his tail and weakly followed Yoon Jong.
Chung Myung stood still, silently watching until Yoon Jongâs figure disappeared completely. After a moment, he turned and looked down at what he held in his hand.
A dew-covered bottle of liquor.
Chung Myung, who had habitually brought it to his lips, paused.
A faint, long sigh escaped quietly from his lips as he stared at the pale white bottle.
His eyes slowly closed.
The eyes closed tightly, as if entering deep darkness. Chung Myungâs lashes trembled faintly.
âAh! Sahyeong!â
Tang Soso, upon spotting Yoon Jong from a distant street corner, rushed over breathlessly.
âSahyeong! Have you seen Chung Myung Sahyeong anywhere? Iâve searched everywhere but couldnât findâŠâ
ââŠI donât know.â
Yoon Jong cut her off without even turning his gaze, swiftly passing by Tang Soso.
âUhâŠ?â
Tang Soso stood there in confusion, watching Yoon Jong quickly move away.
âWhatâs going onâŠ?â
Frowning in concern, she was absorbed in thought. It was an unusually cold response from Yoon Jong, something she couldnât have imagined from him under normal circumstances.
About to lift her hand and call out again.
âNo, SahyeongâŠ!â
KiâŠ!
But at that moment, something crawled up her leg.
âHuh? Baek Ah? Hm?â
Baek Ah swiftly climbed onto Tang Sosoâs shoulder and then slumped weakly. Tang Soso looked slightly surprised at the limp Baek Ah and tilted her head.
âSomethingâs upâŠâ
Baek Ah wasnât one to usually enjoy being held by people. There must really be something going on.
Although she didnât know what it meant, Tang Soso gently stroked Baek Ahâs head, who seemed weak and frail. Through his small white head, a faint trembling could be felt.
âWhy are you tremblingâŠâ
Sensing a hint of sadness in Baek Ahâs demeanor, Tang Soso looked up at the sky. The moon, partially obscured by clouds, seemed unusually cold tonight.
ââŠItâll be okay.â
She whispered repeatedly while gently stroking Baek Ahâs warm head.
âItâll be okay, everyone⊠Yes, itâll all be okay.â
Anxiety that one couldnât brush off. Fear that no one could hide.
There were those walking the darkened streets, those standing alone with themselves in the deep valleys of Hwasanâs gorges, and those observing them.
Unable to sleep, pacing by the window, and standing alone far from everyone else.
Everyone silently watched the cold moon.
âIt will be fineâŠâ
Her whispered words, as if it was a pray, spread quietly coloring the silence.